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I don't know how to stay here
A microphone, shaky hands
Pretty lights and hidden faces
I can't breathe and I can't blink
Somebody please help me

I want to break my teeth
They only seem to work to silence me
I'm always grasping at the proper thing to say
But I can't speak and I can't sing
Somebody please kill me

It's too hard to say I'm going to make it someday
When you're far away my body will fall and decay
It's hard to say I'm going to make it someday

I'm not a victim, I'm a loser
I'm not a survivor, just a fool
Sometimes I wonder what i'm doing
But I can't say, and I'm a waste
Somebody who's not me

It's too hard to say I'm going to make it someday
When you're far away my body will fall and decay
It's too hard to say I'm going to make it someday

Not with my voice
Not with my fear of being happy
Running constantly from myself
And from my friends
And from my classes and the doctor
And from my family and my options
I feel sick, I feel nauseous
I feel like I need to try to relax



Credits
Writer(s): Noah Lusk, Zach Gulledge
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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