Pain & Scars

I been facing pain in my life
Got scars from my head to my toe
And bro many times i've wanted to let go
Losing all of my family before i turn 28 yrs old

These women changing the people i love
Aggravated deep inside but i can't show anyone what's up
Fuck all of that
I wanna cry in every way
But i'm the only one here for myself everyday
So the pain i throw in the closet in hopes to masquerade
Everyone fake in they own way
I'm fake for hiding this pain away
Putting on a face for the public yea that's not really me
As you can see i been going through hell literally
And i'm getting sick and she's been sick of me
Tryna get my bands up and leave the city
It's just me and the worlds at a divide
And i chose the side thats getting left behind
So i run through the city and she's with me
Take all of her with me
Our last supper was 3 years ago in December
You taught me how to make one of your homemade meals
And i'll always remember

I been facing pain in my life
Got scars from my head to my toe
And bro many times i've wanted to let go
Losing all of my family before i turn 28 yrs old

Death did us part and my heart has a cut right in the center
Wonder if heaven got a side door that i can enter
Born sinner but i'm tryna change my ways
Cause damn i'm going insane
Smoking more gas to the brain
Taking stronger drugs just to maintain
This ain't how life should be so i plead before myself
Break free of the curse break out of this hell
Make my way back to you, cause i'm tired of being trapped in a cell
Tired of feeling like this pain is all i've ever felt
I keep thinking that everything ends
So that same mental got me contemplating all of these sins
They got me contemplating this life to

I been facing pain in my life
Got scars from my head to my toe
And bro many times i've wanted to let go
Losing all of my family before i turn 28 yrs old

This life i live has been cold
This hoe at my neck telling me she'll be my fall if i make her upset
Side eyed her and walked off the set
A mili she said could be what i've got around my neck
But i'm good and without that she telling me i'll be worthless
Told her this earth ain't it and cupid done deserted it
The drugs keep me feeling comfortable but i'm really hurting bitch
Lots of money but no i don't feel rich i feel lost and hopeless
Drugs back then at least i could control it
These days i can't control them, the money keeps coming in and i keep rolling
Rolling into the night making tracks about the demons that i face in life
If i'm making it out alive i promise all you going through shit will be alright
Just keep ya head up and remember to put up a fight

I been facing pain in my life
Got scars from my head to my toe
And bro many times i've wanted to let go
Losing all of my family before i turn 28 yrs old

I been facing pain in my life
Got scars from my head to my toe
And bro many times i've wanted to let go



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Writer(s): Moses Smith
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