Confessions

Oh, oh-oh
Where was you when I was-
Go-go-go-go

I told my nigga "Read the print before you sign the line"
'Cause being stuck in contracts feel like you doin' time
Told my bitch that she can leave if I can't speak my mind
Wanna take me out to leak, I gotta keep my 9
Baby ask me how I'm doin', I just say I'm fine
Saved by the pain in your voice, I can tell you lyin'
You ain't gotta lie to me, just tell me what's on your mind
But I wonder if I tell her, will she start cryin'?
If I tell her that I'm gone and that I'm lost inside
Tryna confess to this shit but I got too much pride
Having to go hard for some people, that shit make me blind
For realizing they for the ride and they down to die
What if I tell 'em, my momma, kiss me on the day she die?
Told me "Stay in school and handle your business outside"
Told me "Get involved with them niggas 'cause I know your type
They disrespect your mind, boy you better slang that iron"
I was in a dark place, you shoulda seen me
When I got the call, man I couldn't believe it
Shit turned me cold, turned me to a demon
I couldn't sleep for weeks, developers sleep anemia
I was planning funerals when y'all was planning y'all parties
Y'all was checking test scores, I was checking them bodies
I wasn't into no nine to five's, I was into robbin'
This shit got me askin' God "Damn this is my problem?"
Do you know how many times I let them tears drown my face?
Felt like I wasn't great enough
Do you know how many times I feel lost and outta place?
Only made me get my paper
See losing loved one made me tough
And all that shit I been through, been shoulda gave up
Open my eyes and realized that it was fake love
I let them feelings go and now I'm 'bout a hunnid up
I seen how them blue faces turn a fam into foe
Man I seen how them dollars turn a man to a ho
Stocking the G with these niggas that breaking the code
You can give 'em everything and they still won't mold
No, I was made for this shit, it was set in stone
Already nice with this shit and playin' way too long
Pop a Percocet ten and I get back in my zone
Man they already know the type of shit I be on
I fear no nigga but God, I still have to ride with that helmet
I was just broke as fuck, I caught a flight from Atlanta
I'm on some demon shit, I'm tryna run down, see what's happenin'
It's gon' be a Kodak moment when I whip out this cannon
It's gon' be a Kodak moment when I whip out this Glock
I'm tryna see what you got, jit you might get shot
I do this for them niggas who still posted on blocks
Know I do this for them niggas that's still swinging them chopp-as

Sorry to say, I'm gon' die this way
Oh I'ma die this way
Oh I'ma die this way
Oh die this way
Mmm
I told my momma, I told everybody
Oh I'ma die this way