Days like Today

Days like today I want to sleep away
Ain't no other way to runaway from pain
Missing all the pills that I used to take
Feel I'm at a point where I'm 'bout to break
Had a great week last week and now
Sitting in my basement asking how
How the fuck did I get so mad?
How the fuck did I get so sad?

2018 overdosed this time
Right around the time Mac Miller died
Hating every day before the 21st
Arguments with family I just outburst
Could've been worse
Talkin' in the back of a hearse
Currently I'd like to be there
Anywhere where I don't have to look at this and care
Anywhere where I don't have to share how I feel
Welcome to the pessimism in my mind
This is where I am when the mania fades
Didn't want to rap so sad this time
But I got to rap about it to escape
Would a took a Klonopin and got so high
Honestly I wish I left some behind
Fuck, now my mother says she can't breathe
All because I'm currently a little fucked mentally

Days like today I want to sleep away
Ain't no other way to runaway from pain
Missing all the pills that I used to take
Feel I'm at a point where I'm 'bout to break
Had a great week last week and now
Sitting in my basement asking how
How the fuck did I get so mad?
How the fuck did I get so sad?

Listen it's a part of bipolar two
You get in a cloud and you're so confused
Wondering how did I go from being
So happy to wanting xanny pills and booze
Thoughts about death start creeping in
Suicidal thoughts increasing shit
Counting all your breaths cause you never know
When the last one's gonna happen though
None of this is planned I have no control
Even when I'm fucking on Seroquel
Mother always thinks I can flip the switch
Lemme get a pill then I'll switch my feels
Would a took a Klonopin and got so high
Honestly, I wish I left some behind
Fuck, now my mother says I can't leave
All because I'm currently a little fucked mentally

Days like today I want to sleep away
Ain't no other way to runaway from pain
Missing all the pills that I used to take
Feel I'm at a point where I'm 'bout to break
Had a great week last week and now
Sitting in my basement asking how
How the fuck did I get so mad?
How the fuck did I get so sad?

Days like today I want to sleep away
Ain't no other way to runaway from pain

Had a great week last week and now
Sitting in my basement asking how

How the fuck did I get so mad?
How the fuck did I get so sad?

How the fuck did I get so mad?
How the fuck did I get so sad?



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Writer(s): Jake Darus
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