Goodbye Letter

Did you ever love me?

If I could write you a letter
Before your wedding day
It'd say I still love you
And is it too late

To say I'm sorry
For numbing like I did
Instead of feeling
Each little bit

Of the pain that I held
When you let me walk away
Without a fight, thought or feeling
Just a simple ok

Then i felt so unworthy
That love wasn't for me
All those years you let me go
Did you ever love me

I'm sorry that I couldn't tell you
I just didn't wanna fail you
Loved you more than I've loved
Just couldn't rise above

We tried and we shared
Hearts lay so bare
Together all those years
And now all of my tears

You called me to process
Months later in regret
You heard me act normal
Like I could just forget

You and the hole that you left
In my heart
Pretending I moved on
When I really was lost

Hoping deep down
We would see another day
It wasn't really over
And now you're engaged

My heart is still broken
Denial that it's over
Still wondering and hoping
You'll love me forever

I'm sorry that I couldn't tell you
I just didn't wanna fail you
Loved you more than I've loved
Just couldn't rise above

We tried and we shared
Hearts lay so bare
Together all those years
And now all of my tears

So now that I'm sober (I'm sober)
These feelings I have
It's time to get closure
So my thoughts don't go mad

If I could write you a letter
Before your wedding day
I'd tell you she loves you
And Goodbye to my pain

Hmmmmm



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Writer(s): Blake Fergus
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