Unshifted Thoughts II

Back at the high school
One of the girls I started with
I never thought it would be hard to love again
I wish I never done some things
But what's the heck?
it's the things I prolly started with
It's running in my mind it's a forever clip
The road is steep, it's getting deep
You wouldn't wish to give a tip, this life is mean
Deep in my thoughts, it's like I'm in the ring
Trying to find the realest me
The me the that I'd like to give
With no fake promises
But I can spot the heart that used to bleed
Are you playing me or tryna bother me?
Never mind the question
I'm feeling anxious
Seen it through my actions, tryna block affection
When you seek attention, I prolly put my feelings on detention
Had a lesson

I thought I had you but I prolly I had a lesson
And I things I had to go through made me block affection
You the cause of my anxiety
How I had to ask and then you lie to me
Made me feel like I am failing me

And for the times I had to doubt myself
Ain't proud of it
Right this time I know I'm prolific and then
It's all of it
The Story of the broken heart don't wish to be a part of it
That's how I feel and you can live

Deep in my thoughts
Thought she was flawless