Trials

This is for the ones who don't go outside
I'm so content with trying
It's like we playing the same movie with different lines
They say only god could judge me I still go to trial
Couldn't walk a mile in my shoes you gone let me down
I lost my sisters the same day the same way
My head think a little different but it's the same face
N if I ever had the chance
I would trade places
Give my life up just for me to even see your face
I know
I was supposed to be there
Maybe I could see clear
Trust me I know
I don't wanna see death but maybe I could breathe there

Words couldn't describe what u mean to me you ain't know a superstar but you believed It was me
Flew Rebeca out to vegas just to kick it with me
Sofia know I love her know she living in me
Ever since y'all left I only learned the bad habits
I been the black sheep but I ain't really bad at it
I think my momma blame me I ain't really mad at her
She try to be strong but the patch really still happened

This is for the ones who don't go outside
I'm so content with trying
It's like I'm playing the same movie with different lines
They say only god could judge me I still go to trial
Couldn't walk a mile in my shoes you gone let me down
I know
I was supposed to be there
Maybe I could see clear
Trust me I know
I don't wanna see death but maybe I could breathe there

When they go in the ground that's when u know it's real
Ppl give they condolence but don't know how I feel
I'm out here faking a smile I might just buy a grill
My ppl think that I'm wild I just don't care to live
To be honest the death shit ain't new to me
I lost silent I still love him and it's moving me
They ain't out here speaking facts n it ain't true to me
I been married to the game n I'm soon to be yeah (Be yeah)

Had to be me
Oh oh ohh
Ohh oh yeah
Oh oh