Unsettled Down

All my friends are getting married
Buying houses, having babies
And it's good for them
Good for them

But sometimes, I think God might hate me
Made a joke of dreams He gave me
Filled my head
But not my hands

And I know it's nothing personal
Feeling like I've fucking lost control
Maybe it's just twenty-something
Didn't see it coming, didn't see it, no

But I'ma build a house out of broken pieces
I'ma make a home from my best laid plans
'Cause I'm unsettled down, unsettled down
I'ma fall in love with my oldest demons
Have a little fun while I'm undone, yeah
'Cause I'm unsettled down, unsettled down

Hope I find someone to love me
And my parents are proud of me
But lately, I (lately, I)
Feel like I'm the only one who's getting left behind

And I'm so scared of losing
Think I think my way into it
Wish that I
Could take my own advice

But I'ma build a house out of broken pieces
I'ma make a home from my best laid plans
'Cause I'm unsettled down, unsettled down
I'ma fall in love with my oldest demons
Have a little fun while I'm undone, yeah
'Cause I'm unsettled down, unsettled down

Gonna dance in the kitchen with my friends
'Cause I still can't cook
Wanna walk down the aisle just to see the look
On my father's face, hope I get to someday

I'm gonna eat my dessert while I can, it's the simple joys
Call my mom in the car 'cause I love her voice
Like a lullaby
Might be late, but I'm right on time

I'ma build a house out of broken pieces
I'ma make a home from my best laid plans
'Cause I'm unsettled down, unsettled down
I'ma fall in love with my oldest demons
Have a little fun while I'm undone, yeah
'Cause I'm unsettled down, unsettled down

I'm a little, I'm a little unsettled down
I'm a little, I'm a little unsettled
I'm a little, I'm a little unsettled
Down, down, down, down