Too Far Gone
I've been feeling disconnected from reality
I'm holding back and it's been killing my mentality
Yeah, and I've been losing my morality
'Cause I don't know my right from wrong in actuality
I don't even know what's goin' on no more
I guess I'm too far gone
I gotta put it in a song
Yeah, nigga, I'm so gone
Hard days, long nights where I couldn't sleep
And I been reaping what I sow, it ain't no saving me
If something happened, I wonder if they would pray for me
Until then, I'll be praying for my soul to keep
And I don't even like to socialize
If I been pushing you away then I apologize
'Cause I been fighting hella demons, feeling traumatized
And I ain't perfect, but I'm perfect in my momma's eyes
Yeah, and I been tryna make a change
But people make it hard when they be speaking on my name
I won't ever leave my niggas, I'll forever be the same
I ain't switching on my brothers, I ain't changing on my gang
But I been losing my faith
Even though I promised I'mma do whatever it take
I'm imprisoned in my thoughts and I been tryna escape
Wanna eat, but it's some niggas tryna take from my plate
And I been feeling lonely
And I ain't even got no one to hold me, and tell me it'll be alright
And you can say love me, but no, you really gotta show me
You gon' be staying my side, 'cause lately I
I've been feeling disconnected from reality
I'm holding back and it's been killing my mentality
Yeah, and I've been losing my morality
'Cause I don't know my right from wrong in actuality
I don't even know what's goin' on no more
I guess I'm too far gone
I gotta put it in a song
Yeah, nigga, I'm so gone
See it's a lot of shit that they don't know
Some shit that I been goin' through, but I don't let it show
Some demons I've been fighting that ain't ever letting go
And I know it seem like I'm happy, but I'm really feeling low
Them suicidal thoughts and anxiety ain't a hoe
Rapping to feed my people, the music my only hope
My people been walking out on me, I don't how to cope
I ain't know what to do, now I'm use to being alone
Only thing I can do is say fuck it and move along
Talkin' about my trauma and putting in a song
But it seem like no matter what I say they never listen
Only wanted the money, it's really fuck the attention
Niggas put me through hell, keep goin' back for a visit
Living in solitary, I'm in a personal prison
I'm making it out the ghetto, I'm breaking outta the system
Of dead niggas or prison, won't be another statistic
Won't be the one that'll die at the hands of another nigga
Niggas ain't gettin' money, they'd rather pick up a pistol
But I'mma be something greater, I can't be another victim
I'mma be something greater, I can't be another victim and that's on gang
I've been feeling disconnected from reality
I'm holding back and it's been killing my mentality
Yeah, and I've been losing my morality
'Cause I don't know my right from wrong in actuality
I don't even know what's goin' on no more
I guess I'm too far gone
I gotta put it in a song
Yeah, nigga, I'm so gone
I'm holding back and it's been killing my mentality
Yeah, and I've been losing my morality
'Cause I don't know my right from wrong in actuality
I don't even know what's goin' on no more
I guess I'm too far gone
I gotta put it in a song
Yeah, nigga, I'm so gone
Hard days, long nights where I couldn't sleep
And I been reaping what I sow, it ain't no saving me
If something happened, I wonder if they would pray for me
Until then, I'll be praying for my soul to keep
And I don't even like to socialize
If I been pushing you away then I apologize
'Cause I been fighting hella demons, feeling traumatized
And I ain't perfect, but I'm perfect in my momma's eyes
Yeah, and I been tryna make a change
But people make it hard when they be speaking on my name
I won't ever leave my niggas, I'll forever be the same
I ain't switching on my brothers, I ain't changing on my gang
But I been losing my faith
Even though I promised I'mma do whatever it take
I'm imprisoned in my thoughts and I been tryna escape
Wanna eat, but it's some niggas tryna take from my plate
And I been feeling lonely
And I ain't even got no one to hold me, and tell me it'll be alright
And you can say love me, but no, you really gotta show me
You gon' be staying my side, 'cause lately I
I've been feeling disconnected from reality
I'm holding back and it's been killing my mentality
Yeah, and I've been losing my morality
'Cause I don't know my right from wrong in actuality
I don't even know what's goin' on no more
I guess I'm too far gone
I gotta put it in a song
Yeah, nigga, I'm so gone
See it's a lot of shit that they don't know
Some shit that I been goin' through, but I don't let it show
Some demons I've been fighting that ain't ever letting go
And I know it seem like I'm happy, but I'm really feeling low
Them suicidal thoughts and anxiety ain't a hoe
Rapping to feed my people, the music my only hope
My people been walking out on me, I don't how to cope
I ain't know what to do, now I'm use to being alone
Only thing I can do is say fuck it and move along
Talkin' about my trauma and putting in a song
But it seem like no matter what I say they never listen
Only wanted the money, it's really fuck the attention
Niggas put me through hell, keep goin' back for a visit
Living in solitary, I'm in a personal prison
I'm making it out the ghetto, I'm breaking outta the system
Of dead niggas or prison, won't be another statistic
Won't be the one that'll die at the hands of another nigga
Niggas ain't gettin' money, they'd rather pick up a pistol
But I'mma be something greater, I can't be another victim
I'mma be something greater, I can't be another victim and that's on gang
I've been feeling disconnected from reality
I'm holding back and it's been killing my mentality
Yeah, and I've been losing my morality
'Cause I don't know my right from wrong in actuality
I don't even know what's goin' on no more
I guess I'm too far gone
I gotta put it in a song
Yeah, nigga, I'm so gone
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Writer(s): Calvon Weston
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