OD/My Own Person
I said I feel like I'm gonna OD
On coke or Vicodin
Taking pills I don't recognize
I call those my vitamins
You don't like when I go
Talk about this
Early with the dirty
Yeah I feel like I'm gonna be sick
Made it to two decades
I ain't done shit so I'm ending it
Worthless on my own
Yeah I ain't shit
Drink a bottle whiskey
With my breakfast everyday
Listening to voices in my head
It's such a damn shame
I don't like the way I been feeling lately
Clean up my act and then I will be ok
I dunno how I'm gonna get through this
I'm so upset
Looking in the mirror
Like I'm obsessed
I don't like how I treat myself
Ethanol is my new best friend
I will be fine
I will be my own person
My own person
You, you
Don't know
You don't know me
Me
I don't feel like a real boy yeah I'm imitating
My idols all are dead yeah it is really scary
My parents love me dearly where did I go wrong
I feel like I am a disappointment
Substance abuse to deal with petty problems
Friends say they're worried they could never solve it
Live on my own I guess I'm my own therapist
Drinks sex or tattoos it's always addictions
Why am I even doing this
Nightmares catching up to me
But I just wanna stay in bed
Why do you care about my life
You say I need help but
You ask me where I get my fix
I don't feel like myself
I'm outta body now
5150 myself just to get outta town
You can't even hide that you
Don't care 'bout me no more
I call the ref I gotta settle the score
Fuck
I don't feel like a real boy yeah I'm imitating
My idols all are dead you know it's really scary
I just wanna be my own person
My own person
My own person
On coke or Vicodin
Taking pills I don't recognize
I call those my vitamins
You don't like when I go
Talk about this
Early with the dirty
Yeah I feel like I'm gonna be sick
Made it to two decades
I ain't done shit so I'm ending it
Worthless on my own
Yeah I ain't shit
Drink a bottle whiskey
With my breakfast everyday
Listening to voices in my head
It's such a damn shame
I don't like the way I been feeling lately
Clean up my act and then I will be ok
I dunno how I'm gonna get through this
I'm so upset
Looking in the mirror
Like I'm obsessed
I don't like how I treat myself
Ethanol is my new best friend
I will be fine
I will be my own person
My own person
You, you
Don't know
You don't know me
Me
I don't feel like a real boy yeah I'm imitating
My idols all are dead yeah it is really scary
My parents love me dearly where did I go wrong
I feel like I am a disappointment
Substance abuse to deal with petty problems
Friends say they're worried they could never solve it
Live on my own I guess I'm my own therapist
Drinks sex or tattoos it's always addictions
Why am I even doing this
Nightmares catching up to me
But I just wanna stay in bed
Why do you care about my life
You say I need help but
You ask me where I get my fix
I don't feel like myself
I'm outta body now
5150 myself just to get outta town
You can't even hide that you
Don't care 'bout me no more
I call the ref I gotta settle the score
Fuck
I don't feel like a real boy yeah I'm imitating
My idols all are dead you know it's really scary
I just wanna be my own person
My own person
My own person
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