Nihilistic

You know life got me so conflicted
Thinking 'bout if I lost it would I miss it?
Thinking 'bout is there better ways of living?
Am I happy, am I sad? What's missing?
What's the issue? What's my mission?
Yeah I miss you, that's a given
Miss back when things were simplistic
Miss not feeling nihilistic

Everyone got they own worst enemy
Mine is my mind and it always get the best of me
It never stops, overthinking is my specialty
Got so much to share if only now I had a deputy
Fuck I need some love in my life
Need some drugs at my right
Need to tell someone what I go through at night
I'm alright
Next time I might not survive
Only thing I'm killing when I'm down is the vibe

But life got me so conflicted
Thinking 'bout if I lost it would I miss it?
Thinking 'bout is there better ways of living?
Am I happy, am I sad? What's missing?
Hindsight 20/20 vision
Always happier when Im reminiscing
All this thinking done pushed me to my limit
All my thoughts yeah they getting nihilistic
Hindsight 20/20 vision
Always happier when Im reminiscing
All this thinking done pushed me to my limit
All my thoughts yeah they getting nihilistic

Nightlife more like none of my business
I don't want the sickness, I don't wanna witness
Yeah I don't want a hit list, Imma get a list of hits
Singing till you sick of it, even then don't call it quits
Or I just might call it quits
Inside these walls the voices are vicious
Stand tall you can call me Olympus
Try to stay ambitious
My demons itching, try to resist it

You know life got me so conflicted
Thinking 'bout if I lost it would I miss it?
Thinking 'bout is there better ways of living?
Am I happy, am I sad? What's missing?
What's the issue? What's my mission?
Yeah I miss you, that's a given
Miss back when things were simplistic
Miss not feeling nihilistic
What's the issue? What's my mission?
Yeah I miss you, that's a given
Miss back when things were simplistic
Miss not feeling nihilistic
Miss not feeling nihilistic



Credits
Writer(s): Damon Gabert
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