Monday Morning

We going back on memory lane when a nigga was younger
I wrote my future self a letter and gave it a cover
On that letter i wrote things that i plan to discover
I promise imma keep on going that's word to my mother
I remember empty pockets she told me she loved us
Rainy days lasted longer but she was there to hug us
Till this day I've always prayed and thanked the one above us
Then everything just started clicking just check all the numbers

You kept us safe and we didn't mean to put you through that trouble
I raise a glass to all the women who've dealt with that struggle
The time I've spent with my momma is the only time I'd touble
5am in Cambridge West i know some niggas left it
I fell asleep at shawty's crib what better way to spend it
I showered her with emotions i know one day I'll debt it

I'm too busy writing raps just to try to impress her
I'm the only one that knows how I deal with that pressure
Instead of working on your own lets just do it together
Is what these niggas say to me when i start doing better
I've said a lot of hurtful stuff I know I didn't mean
My sincere apologies I hope you reach your dreams

When everybody take offence its hard to keep it real
When I write I always tend to pen the stuff I feel
Losing friends was God saying that you need to heal
The only way to top it off is with a record deal
Everything I've done myself there ain't a team that's with me
Just know I still appreciate the ones that try to help me
Women screaming out my name I know they'll never love me

Women want you for your money they won't always love you
Heart broken no emotion hope this part will touch you
Conversations with some strangers about what I'm in too
Don't make promises like trust me bro I'll never hurt you
I got levels to my stuff I'm only getting better
Still got my head in the clouds just like on tuscan leather
Everything I'm doing now cause it won't last forever

I lost a friend but it was only from my own misjudgment
A lot of people held me back but i don't hold resentment
The thought of never fitting in I always felt exemptment
One thing I mention in my song is always make investments
And if I ever said it twice just know i really meant it
Picture perfect but the portait's only getting painted
I keep it cautious with you niggas so we stay aquainted