the park

You know, the hardest pill to swallow was the state we ended on
All the times we really bonded, for months they had been gone
I waited till my grip would slip
I waited till my knees would give
I was never one to speak much
Well, listen to me now

Even though I know you're gone
I still wander in the park
I locked myself inside the garden
And I tell myself "It's almost over"
(I can only think twice)
"It's almost over"
(And I don't know why)
Even though I know you're gone
I still wander in the park

Broke up in December
Is it really May?
Exactly where I started
Dreaming of the same
I never could forget your voice
Even if I had a choice
Every night I have to relive the photos I deleted

Even though I know you're gone
I still wander in the park
I locked myself inside the garden
And I tell myself "It's almost over"
(I can only think twice)
"It's almost over"
(And I don't know why)

Even though you're really gone
I still haven't left the park

Even though I know you're gone
I still wander in the park
I locked myself inside the garden
And I tell myself "It's almost over"
(I can only think twice)
"It's almost over"
(And I don't know why)
Even though I know you're gone
I still wander in the park
(The park, the park)

Used to want to go back, but I'm past that
If I could, I'd slow down. Now, I'm stuck in the mud
While you seem to be back on your feet
I try to make myself feel better on a beat
Tired of feeling I'm so unappealing
Looking in the mirror like my eyes might freeze me
Acting like it'd all change if you'd just see me
Mentality as if I'm still teething
If I waste more time, then I'm only older
And my eyes stay dry, but they're drooping lower
Did I really have to swallow the key?
'Cause to bring it up now, I might have to bleed

I can only think twice
Even though I know you're gone, I still wander in-