Jack of Hearts

In conclusion
I am not a user
Instead a confuser
And I forgot my regrets

I Told myself I'd reset
Despite this one big defect
You are the one that stopped me insisting I pretend

You gave me what I needed
Now guide me to the deep end
Keep inside what you can and build me up from quicksand

I Don't believe him
Play me for my sins
Jack of hearts, the prologue starts
The end

The Dust is building, a glass of empty water
Sits by my shelf, I'll drink or else, I'll turn back into the monster like,
Like creepy crawlies, my design is never in time
The hand under the bed paints the poison, down the wall

I Don't believe him
Play me for my sins
Jack of hearts the prologue starts
The end is growing thin

The glass between my toes
My Head ache stings my stomach bloats
Set a reminder, ill dive into the cold

The lens behind my mind, demonstrates that's I'm not fine
Decay I'm dying, infestation inside
My mind thinks in seven four, and my eyes see in your common time
Equations leave me hating you ten times out of nine

Don't believe him
Play me for my sins
Jack of hearts the prologue starts
The end is growing thin

The haste to finish, is a race for us to diminish
Set a reminder I'll dive into the cold

Never blame him turn it to be on me it's hurting my feet
This one's for you, from what I've been through
You're there for me, it's aching to choose
You gave me a chance, I'm blinded by riddles
This whole god-damn time, I'm forced in the middle
Get out of the line of sight, set backs are all I can think of at night

Yeah passions a hell of a drug, cared so much that it rotted my gums
The pinnacle now, my pitiful vows, I need to know how
I click my pen to write this send off, it's taken a while to see the end of
Leave it behind, no more betrayals, sincerely, the staples