So Far

So far from home
A million miles away
Can you feel my call
Hear my voice
So far from home

I was tryna wash away the fear
Get rid of any negative peers
Thought maybe I could see better days
So I put on a persona to change my ways
In the end it turned out I was hurting everyone
I never realized the monster that I had become
I'm tryna change back to who I was
Before I fucked everything up
This is not who I really am
I'm gonna do whatever I can
In my power to save me from myself
Before I make myself a living hell
But I'm struggling to keep my faith
It doesn't even matter how many times I pray
But I still have hope that I will see a change one day
Until then I need a friend who will help me every step of the way
Cause I'm...

So far from home
A million miles away
Can you feel my call
Hear my voice
So far from home
A million miles away
Can you feel my call
Hear my voice
So far from home

I met someone who could help me up
Someone who I could vent to about any problem I may have had
I'm tryna discover God at hand
Tryna figure out who I really am
Really doing whatever I can
Cause I'm tired of all the games
Tryna keep up with everything I say
Wether it's really me or Shady J
I don't even know I'm tired of myself
I wish I could just call it a day
But every day is just another hell
I'd rather jump into and drown in a well
Cause this life is driving me insane
Ha, I'd even put a bullet in my brain
Depression got the best of me
But I'm healing up quite impressively
Encouraged to keep up with my life
And maybe one day I will see the light
Until then I guess I'm...

So far from home
A million miles away
Can you feel my call
Hear my voice
So far from home
A million miles away
Can you feel my call
Hear my voice
So far from home



Credits
Writer(s): Jason Ross
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