It's Such a Beautiful Day

So I'm just a hopeless romantic
I can't believe my fucking antics
Always looking for some kind of option
To fix a situation I got in
Which is maybe why this has been hard
Knowing no matter how fast I drive my car
I'm just a couple of hours short
I had texted you only an hour before

Well shit

I guess I shouldn't keep on like this
Talking to you in this trip
But I can't keep wondering if
If you're pulling an Andy Kaufman

Well damn
I guess I'm delusional again
It's like it comes in shifts
Giving me hope and then leaving me feeling like shit
Well damn
I guess I'm not sleeping tonight
When I close my eyes
Still feels like you're alive

I'm sorry but I haven't been eating
Just sort of moving from plate to plate nibbling
Just getting enough to survive
Just long enough to distract my mind
Because the minute I get a chance to think
I get sad about the smallest things
I've been running out of air in my lungs
Because I've been holding my breath to wake up

Well shit

Maybe I'm losing my mind
I'll wake up from a coma and this will be fine
But I guess for right now I'll drive around at five
Because if I park I think I'll burst and cry

Well damn
I guess I'm delusional again
It's like it comes in shifts
Giving me hope and then leaving me feeling like shit
Well damn
I guess I'm not sleeping tonight
When I close my eyes
Still feels like you're alive
Well damn
I guess I'm delusional again
It's like it comes in shifts
Giving me hope and then leaving me feeling like shit
Well damn
I guess I'm not sleeping tonight
When I close my eyes
Still feels like you're alive