Fed Up

Too many thoughts on my mind
I can't sleep at night
So I just keep writing
I don't need no help
I don't need opinions
So don't waste my time then
I just been livin' online
My city don't show me no love and that's fine
Fuck local radio stations
I got more plays
Than all of these rappers combined
I'm goin', I'm goin' again, I been goin' in
I'm fed up with so many things
I gotta just let it all out
I'm talkin' about
The shit they been talkin' about
Tellin me I should do this
Tellin me I should do that
Tellin me tellin' me things about rap
Talkin the truth and then stabbin' my back
They won't knock me off track no, no
Too many things have been building
Been hard to deal with, I just been drinking
Remember my moves in the past
I'm wondering what was I thinkin'
Lately I'm livin' in fear
Wondering what if the end is so near
All of the shit goin' on
The shootings are strong
One shot to the head and I'm gone
I'm losing control but I can't let it go
Cuz I'm tryna get more, and I been in the moment
I been in the zone, and I'm moving alone
I don't pick up the phone, when my family call
I've been doin' it wrong and I don't know what's happenin'
Tryna get what I just been imaginin'
Gettin' close and I just been examining
All of the fake shit the game has been packagin'

I been keepin' real
I been doin' what I feel
I been out here tryna kill
Every beat I know I will
Everything I'm working on
Every night another song
They been quiet all along
They gon' notice when I'm gone

I come from a town
Where most of the people
Are so closed minded
They goin' to school
And they workin' a job
But they don't even like it
I won't be put in a box
Nobody tellin' me what I should rock
Nobody tellin' what I should drop
Cuz I do what I want and just know I don't stop
Recordin' till 4 morning they snoring
I'm pouring my soul into every story
I'm writing, producing, I mix it and master
I'm building my craft
And I'm not lookin' back
I been goin' doin' things
I wanna do when I want to
Everybody wanna get a win
But they not due
Everybody wanna copy you
But they not you
Everybody wanna be cool
But they not new
Woah
Look how I go
Gon' be a dentist I still got the flow
Never gon' lose cuz I'm still doin' both
Never gon' lose cuz I been on a roll
Come to ya state and I'm killin' the show
Know that I'm young and I still gotta grow
Know that I'm workin' the most
No I'm never gon' choke
And I'm lookin' back down on the people below

I been keepin' real
I been doin' what I feel
I been out here tryna kill
Every beat I know I will
Everything I'm working on
Every night another song
They been quiet all along
They gon' notice when I'm gone