The Time I Needed

I know you've asked me this a million times
I'm not there yet
We're not there yet

I don't know how to fix the crack this time
I'm not sure yet
I'm not bored yet

I know that you and I have wondered to ourselves but
We're not there yet
I can't stop staring

Three years later, we're still singing about the ceiling
It's still there, yes
It's still there

It's 5 AM and I haven't slept
A wink since eleven hours ago
I told myself I need the rest
But I never listen, so I'm told
Wish I knew what I wanted
Past wasting my time
The future so uncertain
The past so unkind
I hope I'll need it now
Come to me, oh self esteem
I need you now the most
Throw me through the fast lane
Before I become a ghost

I have found the time to grow old
I have lost the time I put aside to figure out my goals
I have lost the thoughts that helped me sleep
I have lost the thoughts I pushed aside to buy the time I needed time, I needed

This only happens if the stars align
I'm not nervous
I'm not nervous

This only happens if you're out of your mind
Fine, I'm nervous
It might burn us

I'm not trying to create problems that I can't define
I'm not a problem
There's not a problem

I'm only trying to decide this time
I'm still trying
I'm still trying

My minutes feel like they're slowing down and out
I've lost my senses
I'm melting inside,melting down to size to hide
It's just one of those nights that
The night will guide me to my sleepless corner
Let the moonlight shine down on me while I
Contemplate on getting older
I can't go back to sleep
I'm too exhausted to keep
My eyes wide open
Let the ending bore me to
Restless sleep

I have found the time to grow old
I have lost the time I put aside to figure out my goals
I have lost the thoughts that helped me sleep
I have lost the thoughts I pushed aside to buy the time I needed time, I needed

These thoughts released will let them loose
The trigger to release the fools



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Writer(s): Daniel Walsh
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