how much did it suck to be with me?

I can picture it so clearly
I'll be alone
Writing something like 'For Emma, Long Ago'
And it'll turn out like shit
And I'll never finish it

I've made my decisions and I've dug my own grave
Every word that I chose don't have the power I wish it gave
When I get so god damn lonely
I'll make a fool out of me

I swear I'll text you every day 'til you block me
Fuck, how much did it suck to be with me?
I love you so unhealthily



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Writer(s): James Heiser-foleanu
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