Pretend

I'd like to think I'll find a way (Find a way)
To be alright with the way you left this place

Trying to find the words to say (Words to say)
Would you hear them floating out in space

I never thought that I would see the day, see the day
I wouldn't wake up to you

Would dread the thought that if you went away
Everyday
I don't know what in the hell I would do

Try to pretend, in my head, that you are not dead
Now I'm reliving the grief in circles
I hate the pain, that has stayed
Since you went away and I don't want to have to pretend anymore

I still remember all the things you'd say to me
I can't describe the emptiness since you left

I wish you stayed every single day
Oh god the all things I'd do differently

I don't know what I believe in
(But I believed in you)
I just hope that I'll see you again
In the end

Try to pretend, in my head, that you are not dead
Now I'm reliving the grief in circles
I hate the pain, that has stayed
Since you went away and I don't want to have to pretend anymore

Floating, I'm still floating
Through the space and time
That was meant for you and I

I'll carry, I will carry
Your weight till the afterlife
Till we're frozen in the sky