Untitled For Now

I saw you
You saw right through me
In two minutes our eyes will meet
I prayed, I had to catch your eye
I can't explain
Don't question it
I know it's all just a pointless game
But I had to know if you felt the same
Maybe it was just the way you walked
Or the belt above your thighs
Maybe it was just the way you talked
Or the mystery
Of if are you a girl or a guy
We're gonna be late for Beck
If we keep standing here
Smoking Marlboro cigarettes
This is super gay
I knew they'd say
As his tongue crept into my mouth
Do you know who you wanna be
He asked me
I know I wanna know your name I thought
But I just smiled and said I'll figure it out
Let's backtrack to an hour ago
With the lights on I watched as you and your friends posed
For picture after picture as if you could not risk
Forgetting a single moment of this night
But then the cage came down and I stood up off the ground
But like a scene out of Dazed and Confused you just sat on top of your seat
And of course the one time I look away from the show
Our eyes meet
Maybe it's the way you held my neck
It got me hard and I held my breath
Maybe it's the way I pushed you up against the wall
It could've been monsoon season
But we couldn't fall
We're gonna be late for Beck
If we keep standing here smoking Marlboro cigarettes
This is super gay I knew they'd say
As his tongue crept into my mouth
Do you know who you wanna be
He asked me
I know I wanna know your name
I thought
But I just smiled and said I'll figure it out
We're gonna be late for Beck
If we keep standing here smoking Marlboro cigarettes
This is super gay I knew they'd say
As his tongue crept into my mouth
Do you know who you wanna be
He asked me
I know I wanna know your name
I thought
But I just smiled and said I'll figure it out
Now I know what it means to live by your own rules
Now I know what it means to have a muse
Thank god you're you