Going Off the Deep End

I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason
I've been trying not

I've been trying not to go off the deep end
And lately I haven't been sleeping
Up all night wrestling my demons
And writing songs that have a lotta meaning
When I sleep I dream and when I dream I scream and when I scream it seems that I'm in between
Falling off the deep end or straight up jumping
My headphones on with a sad beat bumping
Every song I hear makes me think of you, it's true
I knew without you, that I'd go through
A few blue nights, sitting in my room under a few blue lights
I sat down tonight to write another few lines, about our two lives
And how the time flies
It's already been three weeks since the day that I told you bye

I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason
I've been trying not

Did you plan on hurting me?
Making me fall in love then deserting me?
She don't even need this verse to see
That no matter what for her I'd bleed
And I know I need to work on me
Cause without her I can barely breathe
Trynna catch a breath I'm on my knees
I can't believe she saw what we could be
Then locked my heart in a chest and threw away the key
She's my Calypso, I'm her Davy Jones
It feels like eighty stones are breaking my bones
I tried to see her but she told me no
She turned her cold shoulder and now I'm froze
I wanna be there, damn I hate these phones!
Together eight months but today she's gone
Now I can't compose myself without a daily dose
It drives me crazy though, just the way she knows

I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason
I've been trying not

Losing you baby was my biggest fear
You were there for me when I lost my career
I remember the things you whispered in my ear
I got attached and thought you were sincere
Now I can see your intentions were clear
I go through our pics and start wiping my tears
Remember the day that we froze on Lanier?
Now I hate that lake cause we always went there
Now I just feel like I'm drowning in whiskey
I'm unwound and dizzy
I'm down and I wish she
Was round here to kiss me
This town is so empty
She bounced and I'm shitty
I frown and I'm pissy
I found that without her I gotta stay busy
I miss the sound of her saying she missed me
But I guess she forgot how she felt when she met me!

I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end, I don't think you oughta give me a reason
I've been trying not to



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Writer(s): Jackson Whitmire
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