Undercut SZN - Acoustic

My dissociation makes me want to risk it all
But if my mom is scared for my life she won't hesitate to call
So I just sit inside my room and think about the things I'd do
If I didn't have a psychotic episode inside that school
And it's not funny that I'm messed up, It's just funny that I've been
Fucked up my freshman year of college, but it knocked a little sense
Into my selfish freshman naïve little gay neurotic head
And I'm not glad that it happened, I'm just happy that I've changed

I heard that we're older now
And we want nothing to do with what
We used to be
Got undercuts
And stopped wearing jewelry, ah
I heard that we're giving up
And we wanna go to Trader Joe's and oversleep
Got mullets now
And we stole some jewelry

I have no idea of manhood I'm just living for myself
And I see posts on Instagram by men that are flaunting their wealth
And I think that they are trying to hang on to the alpha male
But I think that they should try some singing and some overalls and kale

And overall I'm not impressed
I used to search for stupid sex
To get over the lack of love I have for my own stupid self
I think that I'm falling in an economy that wants nothing to do with me
But I think I want to do something
That will make them laugh

I want to be older now
And I want nothing to do with what
I used to be
Fuck undercuts
And fuck wearing jewelry, ah
I heard that we're growing up
And I never went to Trader Joe's
I oversleep
I had a mullet once
And still can't wear jewelry
My hands hurt