PTSD Clean

Now what if I told you
I be feeling like a soldier
I be feeling like a soldier
Yeah
Now what if I told you
Now what if I told you
Huh Yea...
It's like 3:58 in the morning
Now what if I told you
I be feeling like a soldier
Feel like I got PTSD
All of these emotions
Can't even control it
Get the best of me
Up in this moment feel like exploding
Yeah
All of these emotions
Now what if I told you
I be feeling like a soldier
Feel like I got PTSD
All of these emotions
Can't even control it
Get the best of me
Up in this moment feel like exploding
Till I found me this beat
Grab the keys and roll the weed
Watch how Ima ride this beat

Now what if I told you
I be feeling like a soldier
Feel like I got PTSD
All of these emotions
Can't even control it
Get the best of me
Up in this moment feel like exploding
Till I found me this beat
Grab the keys and roll the weed
Watch how Ima
Now what if I told you
Now I feel like a soldier
Feel like exploding
But I ain't gonna lose composure
Feel like at the moment
Life testing me
To see if Ima start folding
Start telling my story
I know that its heart felt
Sound painful?
Imagine how my heart felt...
Heat on me
Make my heart melt
Heart colder than a shark tail
I been having these visions of me
Of me catching M's
Murders or Mills
D-1
I been laying in the field
So much pain
I ain't shedding a tear
Next time you see me
I hope you don't need me
If you love me
Why you leaving
Always asking
What I'm I Thinking?
Like I can't have my thoughts to myself
(Now what if I told you)
Next time you see me
I hope you don't need me
If you love me
Why you leaving always asking
What I'm I Thinking?
Like I can't have my thoughts to myself
Next time you see me
I hope you don't need me
If you love me
Why you leaving always asking
What I'm I Thinking?
Now what if I told you
I be feeling like a soldier
Feel like I got PTSD
All of these emotions
Can't even control it
Get the best of me
Up in this moment feel like exploding
Till I found me this beat
Grab the keys and roll the weed
Watch how Ima ride this beat

Now I feel
I be feeling like a soldier
Feel like I got PTSD
All of these emotions
Can't even control it
Feel like they get the best of me
Up in this moment feel like exploding
Till I found me this beat
Pass me the keys and pass me the weed
Watch how Ima

Now what if I told you
Yeah yea
Now what if I told you

Now what if I told you
Feel like a soldier
And I feel like exploding

And all of the emotions
Get the best of me
Yeah
It get the best of me
It get the best of me
It get the best of me baby

Now what if I told you
It get the best of me
It get the best
It get the best
It get the best of me baby

Now what if I told you
Feel like a soldier