Sleep (Outro)

I had a dream about you

You know I don't wanna leave you
Space is filling up, I feel inside
When it's over I don't wanna see you
Cus the hate you're taking up inside my brain I can't explain

Oh my love's so cheap
Waking up with me
Can't afford you in my life
If I were the man of your dreams
I would sleep all the time

Ooh, and as time collects dust
I can't stop thinking about you
Growing deeply confused and consumed
What to do? If I could just sleep

I won't pick up the pieces to the mess you made
It didn't mean I loved you any less because of that
It's just unfair to me
To have loved you this much and only get half of you
I was deserving of much more, you knew that
But you didn't have it in you and you knew that
I felt my heart shatter like a broken glass
Trying to pick up the pieces, but only open up old wounds
And I'm not sure we'd make it out of that
I said I would never let someone take you away from me
But if I love me, I have to save me from drowning in a ship I did not sink
I tried saving you... just it wasn't up to me
Your past has an anchor tied to you
You couldn't let go that I wasn't going to be them
I wasn't them
So you told me I always save myself. I always run
But do you know what a broken heart feels like?
Having to leave the one person whose soul is just like yours?
To know our happy ever after is just a dream
So I try and sleep a bit longer

If I could just sleep
If I could just sleep

So it's entirely possible you may choose to stop this recording here
If this already suits your needs
Because you may already feel this is enough
To allow you to let go of all thinking
As you do move into your best and refreshing sleep
Say, "I am here learning how to let go"
And now you are drifting away entirely into your very best sleep
And so I wish you goodnight