I Just Leave

I am so... tired of chasing behind everyone
Finding someone i need sometimes
To help me, when m lonely
Iam soo tired of chasing

I wonder where would my life take me
Simetimes i feel iam alone
Coz i just cant connect with anyone
Cant take my true friends messages

Sometimes i just cant connect
I wonder where would my life take me
I fear would i be able to do that?

I am so... tired of chasing behind everyone
Finding someone i need sometimes
To help me, when m lonely
Iam soo tired of chasing
One day i feel i can shake world
Other day i feel i cant do
I doubt myself when iam not wanted
When iam ignored
Not taken way i want to
To be wanted fully, n given fully
Connected deeply, i want

Then i just leave, coz iam tired of losing myself.
Then i just leave, leave, coz iam tired of losing myself.
Then i just leave, coz iam tired of losing myself.

Thinking anticipating fake lies
That he or they are the ones.
Thinking anticipating fake lies.
That he or they are the ones.

I am so... tired of chasing behind everyone
Finding someone i need sometimes
To help me, when m lonely
Iam soo tired of chasing, chasing

So i just leave.
I feel so good, alive, free
When iam just with me
So i just leave.
I feel so good, alive, free
When iam just with me
Not anticipating from imaginatory souls
Or existing souls

I feel lonely sometimes
But i feel good, when iam not anticipating
Running after them, just for em to connect us till depth
I feel free when iam just focused all inside of me
I do whateevr i can

Coz

I am so... tired of chasing behind everyone
Finding someone i need sometimes
To help me, when m lonely
Iam soo tired of chasing
Iam soo tired

So i leave from that place
And just again reunite with my place
Even if i have to be alone
I will be, coz i can't run more,
Checking everytime, they wud care

They just show.
Iam tired of accepting it then again rejecting it. When they come

Iam tired
I am so... tired of chasing behind everyone
Finding someone i need sometimes
To help me, when m lonely
Iam soo tired of chasing

Iam so tired and hurted of seeing me
Everytime standing on your door
Waiting, ringing bell
And you just always shutting the door
Iam tired of seeing me soo unwanted by you
So disvalued by you
Such a goodess like me huh?

No, not anymore
Not anymore
You can ignore me, disvalue me
Consider me useless
So this girl is leaving forever from your aura
Coz i can't anticipate anymore from you
So if i get no true one, I just leave
You said, you want more deep
But when it starts to go deeper, you separate
So i just leave, i just leave, yeah, bye
I feel so good in just me, yeah
So i just leave
Leave leave
So i just leave