Company Kept

I don't know what they expect from me
Trying not to succumb to the pressure especially
A whirlwind of problems I tend to style though it
They ask if I'm okay I tend to I smile through it
All the times they gave up on me I can count with both hands
In divine land I'm guessing it was all in God's plan
They had to leave early I understand it now
Rewrapping all the scars I had and I can't put the bandage down
Sometimes I feel less human and more award
Like I need success to get real love and support
Even the hugs I exchange be feeling strange
Or maybe it's just me
I try not to let it worry me but it's all I can think about
Im just wishing all of the uncertainty can even out
But half of the time it just seems illogical
But half of the time it just seems impossible

Waiting for the day that I can kick my feet up
Til then Tell God I'm tryna keep up
All gas no breaks this time around
All cash no credit that's out of bounds

Nowadays I barely sleep
Got a stopwatch on all the company I keep
When the block hot ain't no choice but to retreat
Niggas hating on me but they weak
Nowadays I barely sleep

Nowadays I barely get the sleep that I deserve
Talking down behind my back boy you got some nerve
I can feel it your face
Hold on
You wish I was erasable my aura not replaceable
Success got my name over it my claim over it
Your life is misguided if you put fame over it
And I can't lie my motive is to get ahead
Peace of mind with a money bed

Shit I said what I said nigga
I said what I said
I said what I said what I said
For real though



Credits
Writer(s): Ryan Roberts, Tevin Easton
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