Digression
When will I find peace
From this wretched unease
The weight that carries inside
Guiding the thoughts within my mind
Like a shadow it dwells
Following close to my step
I cannot run, nor can I hide
Always lurking, dark behind
Insecurity bleeds through me
Dressing in a façade trying so actively
Not to let it bleed through my fragility
The desperation that I feel so constantly
Constantly searching for some sort of reprieve
A sense of validation that can come from inside of me
To break through all the dark and apathy
Before I take these thoughts and act out accordingly
Sometimes it feels like the world is just swallowing
Every single thought that I have without faltering
The innocence and happiness
Is something that I truly miss
It leaves us and starts to decay
With every waking moment we begin to age
I'm grasping with broken hands
Beneath the weight of it all
I can barely stand
Maybe if you notice the fear in my eyes
You will understand that I'm not alright
Purgatory in my mind
Articulation is the hardest task
I cannot say the words I find
Struggling to keep on the mask
The innocence and happiness
Is something that I truly miss
It leaves us and starts to decay
With every waking moment we begin to age
I'm grasping with broken hands
Beneath the weight of it all
I can barely stand
Maybe if you notice the fear in my eyes
You will understand that I'm not alright
Purgatory in my mind
Articulation is the hardest task
I cannot say the words I find
Struggling to keep on the mask
Please let me rest
Please let me rest
From this wretched unease
The weight that carries inside
Guiding the thoughts within my mind
Like a shadow it dwells
Following close to my step
I cannot run, nor can I hide
Always lurking, dark behind
Insecurity bleeds through me
Dressing in a façade trying so actively
Not to let it bleed through my fragility
The desperation that I feel so constantly
Constantly searching for some sort of reprieve
A sense of validation that can come from inside of me
To break through all the dark and apathy
Before I take these thoughts and act out accordingly
Sometimes it feels like the world is just swallowing
Every single thought that I have without faltering
The innocence and happiness
Is something that I truly miss
It leaves us and starts to decay
With every waking moment we begin to age
I'm grasping with broken hands
Beneath the weight of it all
I can barely stand
Maybe if you notice the fear in my eyes
You will understand that I'm not alright
Purgatory in my mind
Articulation is the hardest task
I cannot say the words I find
Struggling to keep on the mask
The innocence and happiness
Is something that I truly miss
It leaves us and starts to decay
With every waking moment we begin to age
I'm grasping with broken hands
Beneath the weight of it all
I can barely stand
Maybe if you notice the fear in my eyes
You will understand that I'm not alright
Purgatory in my mind
Articulation is the hardest task
I cannot say the words I find
Struggling to keep on the mask
Please let me rest
Please let me rest
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Writer(s): Alex Woollams
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