Drown Again

Stuck up in my ways without you love
Tryna' find my way without your love

It's 2AM summer nights
Bout' the time that I come alive
I peel you back to take you in
You pull me in and I do it again
2AM summer nights
Bout' the time that I come alive
I peel you back to take you in
You pull me in and I do it again
Oh I do it all again
Oh I do it all again

I was just drowning in the waters of my own sorrows baby
And I might not wake up to the light of my own tomorrows
Got two devils on my shoulder's shoulders
Tryna' get me ready so I hold em'
But I got a halo tucked like it's a weapon on me
And I keep it stashed so nobody can come up stepping on me
And I can't tell if I'm at the worst or I'm at the best I've ever been
I can't focus for a second my mind is racing again
I just want to be better not feel better cause the moments that we share are forever
I just want to be better not feel better lately I've been under the weather
I just want to be better not feel better and you know you get me light as a feather
I just want to be better not feel better
But you get me so numb now
So numb to the runaround
And I've been feeling so numb and so lost for as long as I can remember baby

I slur my love
Drown again
You are everything I wanted but I cannot see you again
I slur my love
Drown again
You are everything I wanted but I cannot see you again

I hit that MIA
So I drown again
Hit that MIA
MIA

Cause it's 2AM summer nights
It's bout' the time that I come alive
I peel you back to take you in (take some more)
You pull me in and I do it again
2AM summer nights
It's bout' the time that I come alive
I peel you back to take you in (take some more take)
You pull me in and I do it again

Depression I'm going manic behaviors have been erratic
I'm dodging weaving through traffic my mind is going through static
I pick up another habit to deal with post-stress traumatic
A means to an end and winning is just pragmatic
Cause this a life that I lead and not what I want
It's a price I had to pay and this is just what I bought
my inhibitions are clouding my senses of intuition
I got 'em wishing me well for what
Cause I been on all alone
For too long
On my own
But I'm trying to find my way home
On my own all alone
On this road back way find home

MIA if I go MIA
I might end up KIA
That's the price I got to pay
Just to make em' go away
MIA MIA
MIA MIA
I took too much now I can't feel a thing
I was so in love I was head over my hells
And you've been gone for so long
You've been gone for so long
You've been gone for so long
You've been gone for so long
My friend