Razed

Know who I am but
Don't know who I am
I am the man with the mafuckin plan
I am the one they look up to
When There is nobody else in the world to Tell them they can
Be who they be yeah
It's easy do you understand
Being who I am got me fans
All the way from here to Japan
I'm so in love with this shit
Yeah And I will never quit
But Sometimes it's so hard when
I've been cut off for a bit
From everything that's deep within
Feel like I don't exist
What the fuck you know about being
Depressed A little more than I would Like to admit
Split right down the middle
Lately life's been feeling brittle
I've been so damn hungry
Yet all I can do is nibble
So many mixed signals
Got me fucked up like a junkie
Hoping that all of this suffering will Lead to my next discovery
Lead me to my next discovery
I just want someone to love me

Razed
My whole life
Raised to be razed till I die
Placed
To the side
Razed is all that is deep inside

I'd spend my whole life
Trying to convey just how fucking Lonely I've been
How miserable I have been
Living inside my own skin
It feels like a nuclear war-zone
Seconds before the ending will begin
I don't know where to go
I've forgotten how to grin
Cause when I do It feels like
I'm actually screaming within
Trying so hard to break the cycle
But don't know if I'll win
I am akin to everyone's suffering
Except my own
Tell me I'm great
I'll tell you please leave me alone
Cause theres apart of me that knows
And a part that doesn't want show me
The part that knows cause its scrawny
The others a buff fucking bully
Nothing feels real anymore
I don't know how to heal anymore
How can I love myself
If I never got it at four
Cause now I know so much more
But still I know nothing at all

Razed
My whole life
Raised to be razed till I die
Placed
To the side
Razed is all that is deep inside