Because I Have

There's a complicated feeling in my chest
I can usually articulate, it's different from the rest
I worry if I can't get control of my emotions...
I will lose my mind forever, in the end it will all be hopeless
No such thing as neutral
Got my highs, Got my lows
Now I can't tell what's up so I'm just floating with the smoke
So hold your glasses high pour some out before you drink
A toast for fallen legends, light a path for me to lead
Beginning of the track I'm rappin' like this was an outro
Gettin' caught up in the feelings like, everything comes out straight gold
Tell me that this wasn't monatomic
I do this for myself you couldn't try to stop me
Preparation will make things happen
A little here
A little there
I'm here I'm happy
Switching it up from the slow up
Bout time that I get up and go now
Get movin' I'm feeling a flow
When I get High it goes down
When I get low, can't get up
Here I am, there I was
Good god how far I've come
My stars are lining up
Autonomy my Chakras bruh
Come at me, I show all love
In my head I'm going nuts
My view I'm coming up
I'm losing my mind
They will never know
I'm psycho acting normal
I'm normal acting out
Maybe that's the psycho tryna find a way to sprout
Well imma kill him if I have to or find another route

I talk a lot about losing my mind
Bc I Have
Trade it in what I got in return was a gifted gab
What I do from here on out is up to me you see don't fuck with me
Kill it every chance I get
If you doubting me you best believe

I talk a lot about losing my mind
Bc I Have
Trade it in what I got in return was a gifted gab
What I do from here on out is up to me you see don't fuck with me
Kill it every chance I get
If you doubting me you best believe

I talk a lot about losing my mind
It comes around then disappears on a dime
It comes around when it wants
It's got a mind of it's own
I'm through with searching I ain't wasting my time I'm moving on
I'm moving on
I'm moving on
I'm moving on