I May Not Be Cute But I Am Desperate

(All my apologies for you my deer "Aria")
You took my heart and turned it into hope
Then destroyed it all
It's like you shot a bullet straight into my chest
It teared appart what made me live

You took all of my love
And burnt it into ashes
You took all my dreams
And then burnt them into ashes

And the worst part of it
Is that You could have understood
And now i realize that what ever i'd try i always fail
And it will allways be this way

You were all what I prayed for
And the only thing that made me feel
Real for once
And those last words You said to me
I will never forget them

I did all i could
To be a better man
And hope you will forgive me about my existence

Now I feel guilty of beeing alive
I tried to be somenone else
But nothing seemed to change

You took my heart and turned it into hope
Then destroyed it all
It's like you shot a bullet straight into my chest
It teared appart what made me live

You took all of my love
And burnt it into ashes
You took all my dreams
And then burnt them into ashes

I did all i could
To be a better man
And hope you will forgive me about my existence
I did all i could
To be someone else
But now i figured out
That what ever i'll try i'll never succeed...