Been Going

You could look in my eyes, you can't see I'm hurt
Cause I'm smiling all the time trynna make it work
Even though i talk to god, I don't go to church
Cause I'm sparking up these milds and popping these percs
I don't know bout this way I been going
I been trynna hide my pain but its showing
And my heart ain't been the same it been broken
I ain't got no one to blame but my own hands
All this sapping and shit, but i cant see my self not rapping bout this
Bout my happiness, my feelings and shit
Im trying my best to just deal with this shit
All this pain management, all this hate management
These demons been flooding my conscience, I'm poring up drink like it's poison
You claim that you love me that's nonsense, show me the truth pick your choices
But why this happening to me, all this pressure on my chest I swear it's hard to breathe
You say you love me but then you turn around and leave
If you really loved me you wouldn't never judge me
So whats the real definition of this love
Just cause you say it all the time it's not enough
They say it and cross me and wonder why I can't trust
Better say it and mean it I promise I'll call your bluff
You could look in my eyes you can't see I'm hurt
Cause I'm smiling all the time trynna make work
Even though i talk to god I don't go to church
Cause im sparking up these milds and popping these percs
I don't know bout this way I been going
I been trynna hide my pain but its showing
And my heart ain't been the same it been broken
I ain't got no one to blame but my own hands
I wanna feel it i hear it so much
Say you care but you dont give a fuck
When im giving up all of my love
I been giving all of my love
All of my love, promise you ain't no one I trust
I wanna give up, yeah
This pain in my heart
It left me so scared
I'm not going far
I'm falling off
I'm falling off
Yeah, I'm falling off
I'm falling off, I ain't going far thats just all i can see
You could look in my eyes you can't see I'm hurt
Cause I'm smiling all the time trynna make work
Even though i talk to god I don't go to church
Cause im sparking up these milds and popping these percs
I don't know bout this way I been going
I been trynna hide my pain but its showing
My heart ain't been the same it been broken
I ain't got no one to blame but my own hands



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Writer(s): Isaac Charles
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