Oyasumi

Blank face
All I can see is my blank face
Hide all my fears in the white space
Don't know if I'm in the right place
Grayscale, facepale
Knife in my hand that's my fail safe
So hungry I fear what I might taste
So many steps on this staircase
Tryna remember the pictures and moments
We keep in the album, the photos are broken
Distortions and fragments, not loosing my focus
Who knew that i'd kill me, my greatest opponent
Although I'm alone, I'm so cold and depressed
On my own all this trauma is hard to digest
And The friends in my head are the only thing left
Now I'm blessed, cause my sis leaves a hole in my chest
Let me rest
And I've been haunted for a while
Haunted by her smile, and the notes she used to play for me
And I know none of this is real
So just tell me how to feel, how to feel, there's no end for me
And I've been haunted for a while
Haunted by her smile, and the notes she used to play for me
And I know none of this is real
So just tell me how to feel, how to feel, there's no end for me
So many doors I can't see the edge
Knife in my chest I can feel the edge
These photos, they seem so familiar
Is that really me in the mirror?
There is something here I can sense it
Look I'm losing my sense of direction
I fall deeper into my deceptions
And This headspace became my obsession
Grayscale, facepale
Knife in my hand that's my way out
My other me told me that nobody loved me
So I had to tell him to stay out
I won't let this tragedy repeat again
So goodbye omori time to meet your end
Got the strength to come clean, to my lovely friends
I hope I can bring us all back again
And I've been haunted for a while
Haunted by her smile, and the notes she used to play for me
And I know none of this is real
So just tell me how to feel, how to feel, there's no end for me
And I've been haunted for a while
Haunted by her smile, and the notes she used to play for me
And I know none of this is real
So just tell me how to feel, how to feel, there's no end for me
Fall to the ground
Scared that i might drown
Trapped in this web
Why couldn't it be me instead
Oyasumi oyasumi
Close your eyes and you'll leave this dream
Oyasumi oy-as-umi
I know that it's hard to do
Oyasumi oyasumi
Close your eyes and you'll leave this dream
Oyasumi oy-as-umi
I know that it's hard to do
Oyasumi oyasumi
Close your eyes and you'll leave this dream
Oyasumi oy-as-umi
I know that it's hard to do
Fall to the ground
Scared that i might drown
Trapped in this web
Why couldn't it be me instead



Credits
Writer(s): Skyler Toms
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