Twisted Mind

I'm in my mind for so long, I think it's time
Time to let go
I can't resize or hold on in this twisted mind
It's time to let go

Alright
It's that time of the night that a light's in my mind
I'm igniting it twice, I dislike? Make it rhyme
Landmines that I thrive but then fight at their sight
Man, I might be blind
Blind to what? Going to sleep
Instead I paid 'em mind and get 'em flowing in a beat
I'm asking "who am I?"
Am I supposed to receive an automatic type of answer from my own good instincts?
Trynna get my life straight but that don't mean I'm on-line
Trynna look at my fate, it ain't the same at all times
If you forget about me 'fore I'm famous, like you got the Alzheim
Fake friends, not mine
If they not here for me, they'll never hear from me
You either a dear to me or don't adhere to me
If I sink, I'll ascend
I might be in the bed overthinking again, but it's ink to my pen
So it's me at AM, and I'm needing a plan
Cuz the media's rare, when it's me, they don't care
Punch pillows and air if you want beef, it ain't fair
It's a medium rare, wait, what difference is there?
My neighbors noisy, it's pissing me off
Who sings happy birthday in the stairs of a building?
I swear that I'm chilling, but head's in a million
Wish that was the deal when it came to my streams
I always hear it ain't great, as it seems
But I'm always here in a stage where I be trynna make it to me
And one day I could be who you paying to see and get paid to be me
Oh I wish that
And I wish that I get that and miss all the chit chat
And the hatred to me, I want paper and be in a happy situation
With me and my lady and lay in my bed in a day of the week
But it ain't for the week
If I may overthink then at least go I use it and paste it to beats
What the fuck? all I hear is my brain and it screams

I'm in my mind for so long, I think it's time
Time to let go
I can't resize or hold on in this twisted mind
It's time to let go
I'm in transition, hold on, it's all inside
Time to get home

Damn
My head hurts