in the back of my head

I'm a product of everything that I've ever seen
That's the reason I'm redirecting my memory
I've been fighting, it's nowhere that I can never be
I'll stop talking 'bout it, it's draining your energy

Far away, I said I would, I didn't stay
My baby, you and I had our best days
Come play, I'm always open for better ways
Did you forget my ways? I can't forget the games

This rain on me, baby, it's been insane
Fish tank, I've been swimmin', I can't get away
I've been working for a better life
We got it going, so won't you stay for another night?

(We got it going, so won't you stay for another night?)

I'm a product of everything that has ever been
I can feel the weight inside of me, I'm tremblin'
Stumblin' on the back of my head, I can't get it out
I tried to figure it out, it got me further from home

I zone, I get lost, I come back
I promise, I try, I just lose track
Loose screws in the back of my head, yeah
Back of my head, back of my head, yeah

Still sad, when you left, I left too
Real crazy, what we had is special
Why is it all that I come back to?
Because I lost it in the rest too