(Not) Your Song (feat. Mufasa Gene)

Yo
This is just the first try
Just to start fucking around
But what I'm trying to tell you here
Is serious

How would you feel
If you just knew
I spent so many nights trying to write this song for you

I can't speak what's
In my head
So I'll just write the melody to speak for me instead

And the words
To express
Are hard to find because my feelings tend to be complex

I can't speak what's
In my head
So I'll just write the melody to speak for me instead

I don't
Want to
Write you
Songs

When I
Try to
It feels wrong to me
To keep you in my memory
For what can be eternity
When I don't need you back with me
Gotta let go to set me free

I don't
Want to
Write you
Songs

When I
Try to
It feels Wrong to me
To keep you in my memory
For what can be eternity
When I don't need you back with me
Gotta let go to set me free

How would you feel
If you just knew
I spent so many months trying to rid my thoughts of you
You seem stuck in
Side my brain
The thought of you stuck to this song
Is driving me insane

It drives wild
It drives me mad
To think of things
I've never had
And now these songs connect to you?
That won't be true cause I refuse to
Lose this game to you
It's up to me to choose
Decide to win or lose
To change the blues
To something new

I don't wanna see you
I don't even wanna think about it
Every time I start to write
I think of you and I start to doubt it
You the source of all my problems
Cause of you, I got my judgment clouded
You bring so much pain I can't get over or forget about it

But you will never get ridda me
I'm composin and you in my symphony
I'll take your negligence over your sympathy
I'll be your Neo if you be my Trinity

Ask for the lyrics
Ill tell you I'm outa stock
Please Girl
Get rid of this writer's block
You have impeccable timing
Without a clock
I know I'm failing
But you know I'll never stop

And the worst part
I can't even tell you how I feel
Like my boi, El Mark Ez
I'm stuck in my feels
And don't know what is real

I'm drowning all of my confessions
Neutralizing my expressions
Excommunicating
All my thoughts
From the paper
Cause I'm stressing

I don't
Want to
Write you
Songs
When I
Try to
It feels wrong to me
To keep you in my memory
For what can be eternity
When I don't need you back with me
Gotta let go to set me free

I don't
Want to
Write you
Songs
When I
Try to
It feels wrong to me
To keep you in my memory
For what can be eternity
When I don't need you back with me
Gotta let go to set me free