Freeway Motel

I'm sitting here clicking, clock won't stop ticking
My problems build up, my fear is up front
In this moment of quiet, I sit here in silence
It's going to catch up and eat my mind up

To take me somewhere that takes all of my luck
My memories gone, a stupid dumb song
Is all I have to help fix my wrongs

I just want to grab onto something brand new
I can't help but think of the mistakes I choose
I want to be positive through this song but
This rollercoaster ride is so damn long
My last $50 is what I just spent
On a run down room with bugs in my bed
I'm tired of running and hiding from the pain
That holds me back from ever getting a gain
The old tv set is scratching and screaming
The news I am reading is so displeasing
I hate the fact that my life isn't easy
But in comparison to others I must be teasing
This isn't so bad, I have a heater and blanket
A moldy old shower, and a fridge that is vacant
I make my life harder to get a new start
Reach for the stars but that's the hard part

This freeway motel is a temporary comfort
That's holding my wounds shut until they heal
This freeway motel is taking over, what used to be whole is slipping away

I'm sitting here clicking, my head won't stop spinning
You're proving me wrong, it is not the worst song

I've seen it once, and I've seen it again
What's lost in my eyes gets lost in my head

To take me somewhere that takes all of my luck
My memories gone a stupid dumb song
Is all I have to help
Fix my wrongs

This freeway motel is a temporary comfort
That's holding my wounds shut until they heal
This freeway motel is taking over, what used to be whole is slipping away