First Time

First time, remember, first time, I was 2
Buggin' out with papa, dancing round like, ooo
Headphone jack in, heaven, it was true
Foreign land, but what i was hearing just wasn't new
Little did i know, that my destiny being crafted
White boy, really, but baby, i wasn't asking
I saw things that you really couldn't fathom
Ice cold heart, but its warmed up, imagine
'03 mama she grabbed me that new disc
Thought i was G-Unit member, the young kid
Dressed all immaculate, spitting that raw shit
Said I wan be a rapper in my Spider-Man outfit
Raised by the culture, and guided right by parents
Amazing the balance i'm given just through genetics
Little crazy, yes maybe, but really count all my blessings
I know that I'm built for this shit, even though I be stressing
Musical on one side, literary on the other
From my father, from my mother, never had a sister or a brother
Surrounded by my brothers, bond that can't be fucked with
Ladies, know i loves em, one or two them lovers
Start recording myself when i was 10
Now I'm 23, yeah, look at me
Look at me, I'm cool as breeze, the newest steez
I be doing this until my vitals fail on me

First time i tasted the *blrr* I was like 13
Didn't really get it, I was thirsty
Young boy, hiding behind the dark mask
A dark past, but I wanna hit raw dog
And then i get it
Really wasn't one for the partying, I'm committed
Scooping up them shawties and running round the village
6k shawties, I love you, I got your tickets
Yeah, but you the one, you loyal
Even 'for i was popping, at my shows filming for me
Even when i was fucking other ones, you was for me
So when i get on, you on, you get all me
You know everything, I know everything
Yeah, we even joke bout a wedding ring
Don't need to fuck to know it's a forever thing
You my homie, you my homie, before anything
First, first
Usually keep my business quiet, uh, this a first
Usually keep myself quiet, but, uh, this a verse
When im dead and gone, I hope you listen to my work
This so smooth, I could rap on this beat forever
This soulful, I could really talk about whatever
First time I saw that crack I was young too
But maybe i'll just leave that chapter later, for part two