Love Myself

Help me
Show me where
I'm supposed to, go
The pain so, deep within me
I can't grow
I do everything I'm
Supposed to, do
But cant help me
When I'm looking out for you

And I just want to love myself

Teach me, to stand firm
To stand on my own
I'm so lost in my hurt
Can't make my way home
Been itching, to find out
Who I really am
But when I'm, in this state
The love can not land

And I just want to love myself
Just want to, just want to
Love Myself
Don't need no one else
Just want to, just want to
Love Myself

And I wish, I wish I wasn't so hard on myself

Heard it a million times
Nothing really registers
Trying to cash out
But life is an expenditure
I keep on pouring out
When will it be coming in
The harvest never comes
The same season
Hibernation, and everything is feeling grey
I've shed my skin, evolution
I'm the king of snakes
Or caterpillar
Break myself down with acid
To be butterfly, but my wings flaccid
I wont mask it
Things are really hard for me
You see my growth
I see my inconsistency
And ya I'd rather be
Someone who ain't struggling
They say to get ahead
You got to put the muscle in

And I just want to love myself
Just want to, just want to
Love Myself
Don't need no one else
Just want to, just want to
Love Myself

And I just want to love myself
Just want to, just want to
Love Myself
Don't need no one else
Just want to, just want to
Love Myself

Stop looking outside yourself and start looking inside