More Than Chemical

It's all a waste of time
Why am I saying that I'm fine
It's a lie I've told a thousand times
I don't believe a word
It's starting to sound absurd
At this stage
I'm more than a little disturbed

Well What am I to do
When I'm wired this way
Well what am I to do
When All the colours are grey
Well what am I to do
When nothings going as planned
Well what am I to do
When I just don't understand

Is this more than chemical
Will these pills take me out my head
Is this more than chemical
Oh I know, it's too late
I should've said

Please Tell me what this means
Cuz I'm aware of how it seems
I'm jumping between both extremes
The good and the bad
The happy and the sad
This inconsistency is driving me mad

Well what am I to do
When I am through the cracks
Well what am I to do
When no one's got my back
Well what am I to do
When I am done with my head
Well what am I to do
When I would rather be dead

Is this more than chemical
Will these pills take me out my head
Is this more than chemical
Oh I know, it's too late
I should've said

I turn and I toss
Cuz I'm baring this cross
Everything in my head is false
I bend and I break
Could you tell if it's fake
It's a joke I can no longer take
And this feeling it hurts
And it's just getting worse
And fuck none of these tablets work
So what should I say
And who should I play
When you're asking me if I'm ok
Cuz I don't want to make it through the day

Is this more than chemical
I need to know, I need to know

Is this more than chemical
Will these pills take me out my head
Is this more than chemical
Oh I know, it's too late
I should've said
Is this more than chemical
Will these drugs show me who I am
Is this more than chemical
Oh I know
That you don't give a damn