Timing

I can't be defined
You don't know what live inside me
You don't know what pain I'm hiding
Why would you try me
It's a loss if you deny me
Any mission, know I'm sliding
I just be grinding
Cash flow keep me smiling
Most of these niggas conniving
I can't let that blind me
They wonder why I get so high
Escape the bullshit when I fly

All this pressure built up for me, feeling like I'm bouta bust
When I look around I don't know who the fuck that I can trust
Everybody be projecting that shit have me feeling nuts
After hearing some the shit y'all say, I be like what the fuck
I go crazy, I go stupid, I go dumb about my check
If it ain't involving money, then I swear I could care less
All the shit y'all show me daily show me why I shouldn't stress
Its the fact that I'm not like y'all that's really my biggest flex

I put my faith in God, so really I'd be dumb if I be pressed
Cause I know that he gone show up for me, and it's never less
All y'all niggas act like bitches, I know you got a lil zest
I be trying to stay humble but I don't know what y'all expect
After all the shit I been through it's a must I pop my shit
When it come down to myself, I'm never scared to take no risks
Everybody run they mouths cause they be scared to run some fists
If I must go out my way, then I feel like it's just not meant

I felt like my effort wasn't enough, so I just stopped trying
Where were you when I was struggling, you showed up when I was just fine
You though that grass was greener til you looked back and you seen mine
I guess that's just too bad cause now you stuck on the other side

I stay out the way, I don't bother nobody
If I fuck with you, then you know that I'm solid
Ion trust none, Ion love none
My dying rule, keep my faith in my pockets
Need a nigga for what, got my own dollas, if I want it I got it
Don't even need keys when I hop in, I just push it to start it
They ask how I do it thats because getting money my hobby
Don't care who don't like it, when I walk up, I'm steady gone pop shit
If I hit the scene then you already know I'm gone rock it
I jumped in my bag, but I didn't even graduate college

I'm going up and I"m gone hit the top
Then come back for my niggas and blow it all shopping
Don't care bout no price tag, if I want it then I cop it
We don't fuck with opps, we whack niggas like boppit
And I'm a big dripper, when I leave they mop it
All eyes on me like Pac
Cause Big Woo is the topic
It's never a secret, you know that they watching
They watch me like TV cause I been a star bitch

I don't fuck with the system, it wasn't built for us
Don't fuck with these niggas, they lame and they sus
Don't fuck with these bitches, they quick to switch up
Just don't fuck with me, cause that's trying your luck
Cause if you try me, hope you know how to duck
Don't think I don't got it, best believe it's tucked
Cause you never know what these niggas got up
Do anything grimy for a lil come up

But still I'm thankful for the lies, pain, and disappointments that made me
Learned most of my lessons early, and really been chilling lately
Just be careful with my space cause I can't let these lost souls grace me
'Specially since my account increasing greatly
No plans, just living life and searching for things that bring joy to me daily
Just be doing what I want and somehow it come back and pay me
So when I'm no longer here, I'll still live through my creations
But please don't claim me
If I ain't heard from you this year, then you a stranger