Eventually

Feel I'm on the sidelines, following the by laws
I ain't got a whistle they won't let me coach
Waviest at high tide, swimming round in my mind
Better find a buoy niggas never float
Humblest when I shine, really that's a mile off
They been tryna tell me that it's fine to gloat
I was born for primetime, never pacing hi Spike
Something steady tell me that I'm finna choke
Rat race, fast paced I'm tired
I don't never wanna feel this way again
Bad place, mad aches I'm wired
I ain't never had no control of this livin
Ain't no damsel in distress, just stressed got damn
Know the universe be laughing at the shit I got planned like
Ok nigga, try it your way nigga
Have a nice day nigga and sit yo ass down
Yo' it's healing in revealing and the feeling magnificent
And it comes to you like, well
Eventually
Eventually
My inner sense too intimate to be in a cent
It's priceless
Less concerned with being right than righteous
And I'm getting there eventually
Eventually
All in my mind, lost in rewind, feel like a no show
Feel so behind, look at my life like I'm the co-host
Say I got time, young I'll be fine, what if the doors close
What if they lying, tryna be kind, you know how those go
But they mean well
Skatin' up on me I spit fire best
Yo' they don't know me, solo lonely is the side effects
Gettin' to know me killin' me slowly I pay my respects
Say ten Hail Mary's and five big homie's when I confess
Cause I mean well
I can't be no bird in a cage
And I won't be a bitch on a leash
Lately I been taming my rage
Swear it's been 2020 for weeks, for weeks
Privy to hiding but I find me on stage
Yo' I ain't got it so don't spot me a reach
Remember why I put it down on the page
Cause my hindsight nasty, nasty, nasty, nasty
Look, can't be no bird in a cage
And I won't be a bitch on a leash, no
Lately I been taming my rage
Swear it's been 2020 for weeks, for weeks
Privy to hiding but I find me on stage
Yo' I ain't got it so don't spot me a reach
Remember why I put it down on the page
Cause my hindsight nasty, nasty, nasty, nasty



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Writer(s): Deja Mann
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