Rain

So I been
Runnin
Cause I can't stomach
The thoughts inside of my head
They Got me feeling real fed up
My head up
But a nigga been stuck in the mud
I'm still sinking deeper
I can not breath either
But Fuck it
Roll up
More bud
Cause that smoke is my oxygen
And that o2 be shocking me
My heart in a box and I'm locking it
I'm done with the toxic
I gave my niggas a line
Some of em was crossing it
Deep in their pockets
And that shit outta pocket
The thoughts that I'm blocking
From loading up a rocket
It not then that door I'll be knocking
But it ain't even worth it
At the end of the you learning
You can't
Fuck
wit some of these niggas
Most of em is bitch bitches
Got the worst of intentions
Resulting to hate
Their life is in grey
Go throwing that shade
But my life is in color
And I will be great
But until then

All this pain
On my brain
It's like I'm running through the rain
And can't make it out
(How I make it out)

And in my brain
I'm insane
Can't keep my thoughts in to frame
How I make it out
(I can't make it out)

So
Trust
That shit more decieving than lust
In the the end that shit turn into dust
Then it blow in the wind when it Gust
Ashes, ashes
Niggas be false no lashes
Gotta know when to put em in past Tense
Gotta know when that love really Absent
If not, then you forming them habits
Drawing you into the madness
Weight of the world, no atlas
Straight on ya shoulders
Shit that you only feel when you get Older
Inside your heart you feel get colder
Then it get stiff
Light up a spliff
Burn to dismissed
But then it returns a little bit later
Smoking more vapors
Memory black just like the raiders
No I ain't playin, I'm like darth Vader
Pain Im feeling is major
Label me danger
Send it to all off my haters
The season I put on my beats give it flavor
And my words cut like a razor
Hot with the touch Like a Blazer
No Damian though