Survived

Up all night sleep couldn't find me I was wide awake
Spread my wings free my spirit I'm not okay
To the most high I know you hear me I gotta find a way
I'm learning patience cause prayers aine answered right away
Night and day swear the day and night start to feel the same
Keep telling myself just to chill out cause these are simple things
Mental things but cant seem to let go of mental pains
I wish that phone call I got that night would've never came
I could not believe it head was spinning updates I needed
Ain't thinking bout sleeping brain was way to active that evening
Like please I need ya please just make it through the procedures
Phone calls and messages steady coming from random people
Half came from family but most of em I aine never read em
My only concern was is OG alive and breathing
No I can't do this shit my nigga I'm tripping I'm tweaking
Tryna work on smiling more often but this broke me to pieces

Man this shit is all in pieces
My life
It's decent
I lied
Please don't let it be the reason
You cry
Cause you're still breathing
Survived

So when I arrived tears was all in my eyes never seen
You like this so it's hard for me not to cry bubba was right beside me
He told me that it's alright know I gotta be strong for my siblings for you and I
The next day we came back you barely opened yo eyes
But when I grabbed your hand you had squeezed mine so tight
I probably told you I love you a hunnit thousand times
You don't know how happy I am that you had survived
This one meant a lot it just wasn't another night shit was gettin dull
I was seeing in black n white you don't understand
How you add the color to life heart still full of pain
But I'm knowing that you're alive
This the type of shit that just really disturb the mind
Try not to think about it swea on god I be trying
Gather my emotions Im tryna keep em in line
You can see my smile but you know I'm hurting inside

Man this shit is all in pieces
My life
It's decent
I lied
Please don't let it be the reason
You cry
Cause you're still breathing
Survived



Credits
Writer(s): Devante Morrow
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