Cheer Up

Waking up this morning, here comes another day
I open up my eyes, and it seems like there's no rain
Maybe just today, something good will happen
And maybe just today, I'll end up being happy
For so long I've wanted, to wake up with a smile
When actually the dream I had becomes my real life
But looks like I was wrong again, today is not the day
I see reflection on my window, and again it's grey
My coffee doesn't taste right, fuck it I'll drink water
I wanted to make breakfast, fuck I have no butter
It seems like shitty day outside, so why am I even up
Why am I even trying? Please God make it stop
Make me close my eyes again and fall into my dream
Forget about my problems and all the shit I'm in
Forget about my hopes and how they got broken
Maybe you are mad at me... we've never really spoken

Cheer up cheer up cheer up
Everything is for the best you'll see
Cheer up cheer up cheer up
Everything is like it supposed to be

Yesterday they fired me and then I got a call
My girl said she is leaving me, and that it's all my fault
I gotta pay the rent now, but my account is empty
Feels like god is ranting, he always plays against me
You think it's funny ha? It's all a game to you
Do you expect from me to win it without any clue
Give me something here to start with, maybe just a lead
It's not fair to begin regardless, you're playing to defeat
Do you think I care to see that the sun is coming out
I bet you on the last I've got, my cards are running out
But I don't even care that much, I gave up on my life
I don't care about my dreams, I wake up to survive
Dreams are made for naïve children and I'm a grown up
Who has responsibilities that I just can't blow up
I made my peace with destiny, cause that's the way it goes
When you were giving me my life, that's the path you chose

Cheer up cheer up cheer up
Everything is for the best you'll see
Cheer up cheer up cheer up
Everything is like it supposed to be

I'm walking on the street, smoking pack of Nobles
When suddenly I realize I'm looking at some homeless
He is staring at my cigarette and stretching me his palm
He is begging for my poison cause that's what makes him calm
And then it fucking hits me, I could have been that guy
But I'm in a different place, why ain't I satisfied
Always terrified? mortified? Horrified? Unstratified?
Fucking thoughts of suicide drugging me to the other side
But who the fuck am I to feel this way 'bout life?
If everyone can feel alive... who am I to die?

If everyone can feel alive who am I do die?
If everyone can feel alive who am I do die?

Cheer up cheer up cheer up
Everything is for the best you'll see
Cheer up cheer up cheer up
Everything is like it supposed to be

I like the taste of shitty coffee, the smell of rainy day
I like the soft light of the morning, the sunset on the bay
The feeling of the cozy wind, cause it's the end of May
The sky is cloudy and it's dark, but I think I'm okay
I finally can see my smile, although it came too late
But better late than never, and it was worth the wait