Numb

Know there's better for me
Life a test but I ain't never had no testimony
Make your mind as I walk in before you get to know me
I'm a target, why you think I got this weapon on me?
Things change now
Now you love me, you love me, you love the black man
Left the womb with no rhythm, you tell me tap dance
For a seat at the table and for the advance
Outcome's Malcolm or in comes income for the price of freedom, this is Darden syndrome
Is it worth it? No leader- I need a lead to follow
If I steal with the steel, I still gotta eat tomorrow
Why bring a child in this? Get on your knees and swallow
What more you want from me?
I can't risk my heart so don't you dare love me
Didn't grow up having someone hold my hands for me
Been running all my life, I see feds coming, all cause you scared of me
I'm

Numb to the pain
Numb to the pain
Numb to the pain
Numb to the pain
Numb to the pain
Numb to the pain
All the things that I've seen got me numb to the pain, numb to the pain
Numb to the pain
Numb to the pain
Numb to the pain

Never sold, never trapped, never been a shooter
Sunday morning in service, I'm singing hallelujahs
Dumb nigga chasing brain, know the smartest students
I arrive, tell em go like they drive the uber
Tried to paint you Picasso, you try brush me off
But you let those who don't like you paint your picture
Wearing Louis or Gucci has never made me richer
Rewind those 3 lines it could benefit ya
Wealth don't speak at all
Niggas warming up the bench talking like they ball, learned not to get involved
I don't need money on me to feel more bigger
Same time, I ain't tryna be no broke nigga
5' 8" Ye, 6' 2" Jigga
Money coming my height, I'm a tall figure
Feel like I'm tired of this place
It's like my chest been holding weights and you can see it in my face
I'm

Numb to the pain
Numb to the pain
Numb to the pain
Numb to the pain
Numb to the pain
Numb to the pain
All the things that I've seen got me numb to the pain, numb to the pain
Numb to the pain
Numb to the pain
Numb to the pain

Black boy fly, my life in one episode
I'm on trial, so if I die, let me know
Lost in time but let this foul record grow
Truth I speak is not on Rosetta Stone
Black boy fly, my life in one episode
I'm on trial, so if I die, let me know
Lost in time but let this foul record grow
Truth I speak is not on Rosetta Stone

All that money and you still poor
Loaded weapon or regret, which one would kill more? Tell me what you live for
Incarcerated by opinions
I just want to swim but I see bodies in the rivers
As I look at my reflection, a sad excuse for perfection
A fighting fool in regression, I smile to keep out depression
Loading that Smith and Wesson
Rejection has been a blessing
Heading a new direction and channelling this aggression, try and make a difference
Sick of people who don't need a script to play the victim
I'm aiming and I ain't missing, been cheffing inside the kitchen
That's the juice and the sauce
One of y'all try reach then it's sorry for your loss
Niggas tell me I could run it in my flip flops
Play it cool, no other choice when you this hot
Said once, she'd weight lift it if my dick drop
Then late night, we'd take flights bumping hip hop
But I got dreams of Bentley shopping without thinking what its costing
Record labels text us with capital as big as Austin
I'm just flossing, they said fake it till you make it
Rules didn't apply for the ones who truly made it, who's debating?
Mama said don't go out seeking to be validated
Call me bro but you been acting like we not related
They gon try drawing you out to see you animated
If they can't find a problem with you, fabricate it
Momentary sensations
Phone my biggest temptation
All these bars but it's hard to deliver the message
You not looking out for me, you just looking for leverage
Watch me still shoot my shot just to get them all triggered
Know I got a sweet tooth and the darker the berry
NSG options, which one will I marry?
Get a massage once a week for all the burdens I carry
Avoid people who gon make you say "I thought we were family?"
Eye to eye, still you lied to me
What's even worse was it wasn't a surprise to me
With a smirk on your face like, "It is what it is"
Just bought a new car but you can't feed your kids
God speak to me, what?
This is life now?
We might speak one day, next, you Mike Brown
Sad to say that's what made me live right now
And that's real to me, can't put the mic down
Cork city, my town
Look around
It was made just to put us down but I got no excuse cause I've seen niggas make it out
It's crazy
If I speak truth, you might hate G but still bump Jay Z like he ain't say the same thing
Life a game of choice and I get to choose
And when you black, you gon see red or sing blues
When you try and make it, they gon wanna see you make the news
Blueprint here but it's up to you to make the move, nigga