Insecurities

Insecurities eating me alive
And I don't know what I've become

I care too much
For my friends
But I think
They don't do the same

I choose quality over quantity
But I think I notice everything soo closely

It catches me every day
I've got scars on my soul
I cried in the morning
----but you'd never know

I feel so left out
I feel so alone
I want friends
But I think they don't want me so

I notice everything
What you say
What you do
Whom you to talk to
And I feel so broken

I got 1 best friend
The others just prеtend

They don't text mе
They don't call me
They just pretend
And they recall me
When they need me

And they'll leave you
When you need them the most
And we blame each other
For breaking this prec. bond

And I tried to save us
Tried to save us
But I can't
Tried to save us
Tried to save us

You guys never tried to know me
And I have always been there for all of you
But now I think I was just a fool for you
I'm soo trapped in this never loop
And I don't know how I'll escape
I tried many times
But I failed

I always thought
I have so many friends
But this whole time I was soo wrong
About all of you

Insecurities eating me alive
And I don't know what I've become