I Swear to God This is the Last Song About You (feat. Zoe Weslowski & Chris Kleiner)

We could wish on every star or the largest of them all
But it's gone it's gone it's gone
In this life you meant more to me than I think I ever did to you
It's hard to say hard to hear but it's true
How many lives will we have with our rise and with our falls
We'll live them all still live them all
How many will you spend hurting me
How many will I spend loving you
How many will we rescue then torment and then abandon
Wake up in October the ground outside is all still damp
You're sleeping in the bedroom but I turn on the lamp
You stayed up all night begging heaven to make it stop
I didn't sleep a wink it was so hard to watch
And I crawl in bed beside you you hollow broken shell
I put my arms around you because we both know far too well
That this will be the very last morning we can call this bedroom ours
I'll drive you to the doctor or wherever you have to go
I won't even turn on the radio
And I'll drive you there I'll drive real slow

You were my muse my delinquent You were my assassin and my guru
Did for me what he had sent you here for
But a teacher can't teach without somebody willing
And I was most definitely an attentive student
So maybe to you I did mean more