Hold On

Yeah yeah
Uh uh
Uh uh
Baby I know I'm crazy
And that's for real
Yeah
And I think maybe you're gonna feel
We're changing and nothing's been the same
I'm saying just take my hand 'cause I can't lose you but I feel you fading
So baby just hold on
Hold on
Yeah
I'm so gone
So gone
Even if you're not the one
I don't want another one
So baby hold on to me
Yeah

I know that you're not right for me can't move on to another
I'm wide awake at 5am you're sleeping under covers
We grew apart in winter but we're perfect in the summer
And even if we're barely holding on we got each other
You showed your true colours and now I ain't getting past it
So I'm just tryna cover up this shit I'm tryna mask it
It's kinda fucked up that I can't tell how long we're lasting
But I still want your picture placed beside me in my casket
I know we turned like nothing into something way too quickly
And I was making changes but you couldn't change with me
And I get this shit is tricky but you ain't have to go and trip me
Now I heard you're out there somewhere with your girls up in the city
So I'm just stuck here trying to find the place where your heart is
And you can tell me that you really tried your hardest
But you don't know the half of me
The half that's in the darkness
So I still want you coming every night to my apartment

I swear to God
I know I'm crazy
And that's for real
Yeah
And I think maybe you're gonna feel
We're changing and nothing's been the same
I'm saying just take my hand 'cause I can't lose you but I feel you fading
So baby just hold on
Hold on
Yeah
I'm so gone
So gone
Even if you're not the one
I don't want another one
So baby hold on to me
Yeah

I told her this shit
That I can't even get over this shit
And so you know that I can't even stay sober a bit
And I'll be wishing that my heart gets colder and shit
Yeah
I crossed the line a couple times back when we spoke
Playing games with you it's mirrors and weed smoke
Like this image that I'm craving's making me choke
And this money that I'm chasing's making me broke
I've been to heaven and I've been to hell
I think I met the Devil once I couldn't tell
I might have saw it in myself
He was trying to take my soul but I couldn't sell
It's getting worse since you've been gone
Looking back to memories that I think on
Reminiscing on the things that I did wrong
But honestly girl I could have put a ring on that finger then you said to me
Fuck you you're dead to me
It's all in my memory
It's wasteful regrettably
It's crazy for all the past time I was never free
I'm chasing a better me
I pray for celebrity
I ache for a sign just to let me know
Should I fix what we had or just let you go
I need you there beside me when I sit alone
Got me thinking you and I was really set in stone
Yeah no regrets but I'm hoping instead
I find a way to deal with demons that reside in my head
Inside of my bed you're sleeping but you're tired of dread
The lies that you said creep inside your mind
And then we lost everything
I'm searching trying to find it
Thought you loved me then but you're thinking you were blinded
And losing you is crazy but I don't even mind it
'Cause without you I'll be better I'm reminded

As fucked up as it is
I know I'm crazy
And that's for real
Yeah
And I think maybe you're gonna feel
We're changing and nothing's been the same
I'm saying just take my hand 'cause I can't lose you but I feel you fading
So baby just hold on
Hold on
Yeah
I'm so gone
So gone
Even if you're not the one
I don't want another one
So baby hold on to me
Yeah

Yeah
Yeah
Hold on